Thursday, December 16, 2010

Its been a while...

So it has been a bit since my first blog entry. A little too long I think. Things are going alright I suppose, still runnin the single mom hood. Im moving me and my daughter back to my hometown! The good news is, is that her dad lives there now to, so she will get to spend a lot more time with him than she has been. She hasnt got to see much of him since we split up. There's no guys on my radar at all, figure I need to do my best as a mother and get on my feet before I can even think about guys. This is going to be a short post! My kiddo is in bed, and once she is fast asleep I gotta go get packing done, only 9 more days to pack!! So hopefully I will be able to get on here more and post a bit more. I know no one is out there reading this, and I'm not sure anyone ever will! BUT this is a good way to get stuff off my chest, and something for me to look back on.

-Single Mom

Saturday, August 28, 2010

The Start of a Blog

So, I've been thinking about starting a blog for a long time.I guess it's time for me to spill my mind. Maybe this will help with all my stress and bullshit in my life. I don't even know where this blog will go, if it will go anywhere, but maybe it will help me with just getting things off my chest. I am 22, and a single mother to the most beautiful 2 year old daughter. It's a struggle, but the most rewarding thing to have ever happened in my life. Me and her father tried to be together after she was born, it didn't work so well. We broke up many times and I just figured I was going to be much happier on my own. I was right. Where I sit now, I may be struggling a lot, but I'm much happier. I just recently lost my job. Not because of anything I did, but because the company went out of business. Now, I live in a really small town. Hard to find work here, there isn't much here. There is lots of work in the town 10 minutes away, but unfortunately I do not drive. I've had my learners license since I was 16. Hopefully I will be driving soon so I can get working again. Just gotta get some money together. Hopefully things will work out. There is a guy I like, but I'm not going to name names or get into details. I don't think any guy needs the responsibilities I have for a child that's not his. I don't want to get into a relationship just for them to find out they are not cut out for those responsibilities. I don't need to get my heart broken again. I guess we will see where life takes me. I'm going to leave this entry here. Hopefully I will keep this updated and not just forget about it. Thanks for reading whoever might see this. 

-Single Mom